I quit the job after 3 months. The first time I quit like this in my entire career.

You might ask what got into me. The answer is pride. It's as simple as not being able to play secretary, event escort, tourguide or waitress. not when I don't even get respected doing that.

What I did these months don't even qualify as sales work. Sometimes don't even qualify as admin work.

i made a huge mistake with this one. i expected to be able to make something out of nothing. I thought I could pave my way to the future wherever I go cuz of that name on the cv. I was so wrong.



the problem is probably not the work, not the playing waitress Part of work. It's me: I do NOT have this in me. I Cannot literally SERVE anyone. I have no intention of growing the serving ability: I spent my first half of life avoiding serving anyone....



Anyways. It is over for me. Now I feel empty, like I've been newly divorced or something. But overly, I'm happily unemployed again.



i will go work in anything analytical now. The real me wants to shine. and I know myself now after a painful lesson. To hell with business, money and black-tie events...



I WILL SHINE ONE DAY.